Being the oldest son wasn't the hard part; he had no choice but to endure it all while being the only man in the house. Having a huge age difference with his two little sisters not only resulted in him having a huge responsibility in terms of giving love and affection, but also financially.He was not lucky enough to be born with a golden spoon in his mouth. Since middle school, he was already working his ass off, without his mother knowing at first, by doing any kind of odd jobs he could find and even taking some risks by learning about stock trading in high school in order to treat his family to some basic amenities without troubling his mother too much.Education is really important to him. He wanted to change the world into a better place. At least for him and his family. With a help of the government schemes and scholarships, he managed to complete a master's in Communication at the age of 24. He also decided to pursue his love of sharing knowledges by being a lecturer in one of a private university in Jakarta, working his way up before stepping a professor.He hated being seen as vulnerable. He had to make sure everything in him to be in control. He wanted to be seen only at his best. In exchange, it was hard for him to even acknowledge his own feelings from an early age despite his ability to sense others'. It was quite infuriating sometimes. He lived a quarter of his live being too mature for his age. Fatigue is a friend.Thankfully, as the time went by, he knew how to have fun at least. Having a proper hobby, living a proper life, reaping what he sowed. Finally being able to purchase a nice house for his family was a great achievement for him although he himself had to move out for work related reason.His journey didn't just end there, he still had so many things to learn, so many things to experience. He still had a long way to go.
